Tuesday, November 27, 2007

drink down and your candles burn

November, sleepy november. Going by fast. The entire semester boils down to this friday and the next two weeks. Sometimes i forget that 07 is nearing to the end, and soon i will be another year older. Wiser, maybe, in a way..i guess. Stronger, definitely. smarter, id like to think so. mmmm i can smell the holidays nearing. so close yet so far away..

I feel nostalgic, not so much now since im sick. Im happy, sad, confused, excited, heartbroken, high, whatever the holidays bring.. all gets down to tiredness when there's too many emotions all at once. really really tired. I've lost my drive to blog about happy things.. cause good things dont last forever right? god im sucha pessimist.

Every year we yearn to push our painful memories behind and walk into the new year afresh. Every year we make a new years resolution list that we give up on midway january. Every year we have expectations of what new years eve will be like, when it turns out completely unpredictable. Every year crazy people like us are out on the streets screaming our hearts out and welcoming the new year with thousands of strangers who feel the same way : tired, high, drunk and ready to face 08!

you guys ready for it?