Saturday, April 08, 2006

room

My rooom is such ina fucking goddamn messsss uurrrrgggggggh. Its true, your room really does reflect who u are. everyone says so but im just denying it..cos my room is as close as it gets to being a dumpster. like i find all sorta stuff under my bed. weird stufff. heh.

i should really clean up and organise man. but it just never seems to bother me..the way it looks. i love the mess. but ive decided that i cant live with it no more. : ( wow just wish u guys could see the state of my room..it so reflects my life right now. messy and inconsistent. basically all over the place. gotta change the way it looks.

Sometimes u just refuse to clean up and organise not because ur lazy but because u just dont wanna find things which remind u of the sad or regretful things u've done or experienced in the past. im kinda like that. because once u find something that holds a significant meaning, it reminds u of the past and u start to re-think what u did and how it went wrong. and all kinds of questions come to mind but u just dont have the answers. and its just not a nice feeling.

i miss my old room :( but i guess im getting used to my new one.

gtg mug for my econs midterm..
Ciao.