A little less 17 candles. a little more touch YOU.
You know i used to hate it all the time whenever i have to come across a situation especially when i realised something so important in life but refused to accept it because i dont like it or it doesnt fit my lifestyle. okay wow this so does not make any sense. urgh tension tension TENSION. so much pressurrre. its like its happening but its not but you want it to and sometimes u dont. i dont even know what im saying. omg i confuse myself. do u ever wonder why things happen the way they happen or why people do the things they do and say the things they wanna say or feel the way they feel? do u. do u. DO YOU?? i cannot understand psychology. i mean i do get it but it does not make any sense..like i dont get why the mind works in such a way, it just does for some reason and i dont intend to become a psychologist so WHY are u making me suffer with all these theories. i only love to write about interesting things but this is wayyy to freaky and my writings going all over the place cos i dont even know what im doing right now. honestly, i had enough of watching those movies and reading those articles on people with schizophrenia and bi-polar. i totally thought it was interesting until it starting making me think of things that i never in my life would have thought about and it freaks me so bad. and all those medication and all those pills and all those torture. omg. i never knew that it would be this hard and so depressing that it actually starts to affect you and ur life. wow. i never would have imagined. its either that or im really hallucinating..i never knew the real perspective behind a murderers mind or what any other crazy person is thinking. but now i do. this is no joke. this is real life drama, this is not just any other subject. its
PSYCHOLOGY --the deadly.
"i swear the lady in that photograph just told me to kill you"
