I have come to realise that many things in life dont always go my way.
The word "Family" carries no significant meaning anymore. They are just human like everybody else. Just because they are family does not give them the right to illtreat you in any way. Anybody can be family. You just have to feel that deep down inside you truly care about them and they truly care for you. You share happy and sad moments. You live for each other. They make you feel wanted and important. They love you. Thats family.
Hypocrites. Why call ourselves family when we stab each others back? When we act like everything is normal when its not? When we PRETEND to love each other when truly we dont give a shit about them. People who diss you off and expect you to come crying to them. People who dont make you feel good. People who make you feel unwanted. People who expect you to give in at all situations. These selfish people who only care bout their own well-beings. You call that family? Think again.
If I want a happy family, I want a real one. I dont one people pretending to be happy when they're not. So if you dont like me, just tell me in my face okay. Stop gossiping about me and family members who i care about. Not everybody can like you, dammit. learn that.
You are evil. You came here to ruin my life. You have evil intentions. You are living for your own selfish reasons. Im ashamed to say we are even related. I regret being nice to you. Stop acting like you care about me when you fucking dont. Well, I dont either. Not anymore. I never did. All my life, i have been lying to myself and now i finally realised it.
Do I feel like I've lost a family member? NOT A FUCKING BIT.
Call me heartless or whatever. I dont need someone in my life who pretends to love me.
Family.
Love all. Trust a few.
I can't explain, it's not your business anyway.
So don't say you understand.
And don't pretend you're on my side.
