3 weeks of school has passed by fast. Its 2007, and january is already gone :( why does time fly so fast? it didnt fly fast when i was in secondary school. time kinda went by nice and slow those days. i had time to make mistakes and regret it. i had time to have fun and have more fun. i had time to listen and learn and feel and breathe and sing and love and do those over and over and over again. and id still have time in the end.
what happened now? everydays a rush. everynight i go to sleep with a list of never ending chores/homework/wishes/problems to do/solve the next day. everyday i leave the house way before the sun rises, and every day i come home way after the sun sets. wheres the light gone to? how did i forget to stop and notice everything going on around me? what have i become?
Isnt there more to life? I dont want to just study and work and get married and have kids and die. i want to experience and do crazy things.. sometimes i just want to gather all my belongings into a huge pink travel bag and jump on a plane and go see the world. anyone wanna join me?
turning 18 on wednesday people! see only two years of teen life left! i dont want! then sooner or later, im gonna be a grandmother. TIME PLEASE PLEASE PLEEASE SLOW DOWN A BIT.
im not ready to live life so fast.
