The real kav has moodswings like crazy.
If you're close to me, you know that. You know im happy for a while, and i can get totally pissed the next minute.
and the slightest annoyance can trigger me, really.
even if its just mentioning something/someone i dont like.
it fucks up my whole day.
I realise that im a silent killer.
if you're in my good books, i'll treasure you with all my heart.
but once you're in the bad books, you better just stay away from me to save your own life.
I always tell people to give second chances. If i loved you dearly, and you screwed up, hell yes i would give you a second chance. but if i dont give you one, you were in my bad books to begin with.
i have met people in my life who think/act/see/believe the way i do. but very few. very very very few. and they're the ones whom i click with.
im not on pills, dont worry. just random thoughts. you know the whole one thing leads to another, to another..
Theres something i would never understand.
and it hurts because,
i want to.
but i never will :(
