Saturday, April 28, 2007

the other side isnt very pretty

Lately, i realise that the other side of me is showing alot. Im more bitchy, snappy, and sarcastic in all ways possible. too much that im starting to scare myself. Its not pms, its the fucking workload and fucking stress in these last two weeks thats KILLING me. i feel like sucha whiny bitch but i really cannot take it.

You know what the best part? When in the midst of all these shit from school, you have drama in and out of school, dealing with parents, dealing with alot of omg-this-is-so-not-happening-right-now shit is just overwhelming. and it always, ALWAYS has to happen when im the weakest mentally and physically and not in the proper state of mind.

so please dont procrastinate. i swore last semester that i wouldnt do that again, but here goes. another two weeks of hell. but you know what, i cant stop the habit cause im the sort of person that works wonders last minute.

on a more exciting news, MAY 11TH IS SENIOR GRAD NIGHT! -and- last day of semester! which means..i can finally let loose for a couple of weeks. then a class in the summer. grrrrrr.

you know what i really need?

MY AWESOME FRIENDS WHO I MISS TO DEATH AND A NEVER ENDING VACATION<3
and a couple of cute boys. disposable ones please.