Yup, i am finally driving solo to school. It was a bit scary at first, cause im so used to having someone sitting beside me and talking to me; i found myself talking to....myself.
sigh, i know. but it was the only way to calm me down. it went something like this, "okay kav..you're doing good. turn left, watch for the car beside you..dont hit it..or you'll be screwed for life..okay go slow..go slow.. "
HONKKHONKKK! *moment of interuption*
"ohmygod someone is honking at me, god what did i do wrong. am i on the right lane?! yes, im on the right lane. okay, im too slow. pick up speed. pick up. slowly. okay now give way. take a deep breath. okay im good. im good... now what are the chances a hot guy will drive by and i'll lose focus?..okay look at the road..looklook. uni avenue, okay turn ohmygod im in school!
*SCREAMS LIKE A LOSER*
im so proud of myself :)
that aside, my first class just ended and im at the commons waiting for my second class to start. POLITICAL SCIENCE!! what have i got myself into!?! me and politics dont go in the same sentence. government who? politics what? i dont have political views and opinions and whatnot! i dont care if war is declared or if constitutions are being passed. i dont! im not in any political group and i dont support whatever they do. but, this is a required class and its probably going to be filled with the future politicians of america. a.k.a not my kinda people! ewwww. history and government majors get away from me. you and me are NOT on the same side of the world, thank you.
moving on...
Why is it so hard to tell someone you like them but so easy to tell them that you hate them? Its not the hardest thing in the world to tell someone you like them, you know. look around, there are harder things that people are going through; poverty, war, losing a life of someone you love, hatred, racism. it all affects us. but what have you got to lose? maybe a broken heart? maybe a friend? a broken heart can be mended and a friend can be regained.
i mean, what is life anyway? we are all going to die at some point so why not live it to the fullest with no regrets. do what makes you happy, regardless. life is all about taking risks, and if we dont do that, we'll never be satisfied. ever.
like the lyrics 'Breakaway' by Kelly clarkson,
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
and breakaway.
