The last 4 weeks of school just has to pass by so fucking slowly huh? Man im less than four weeks away from finals. Got a gazillion speeches to prepare. You know sometimes you get so busy with preparing speeches and trying to make them perfect, that you actually forgot how fucking nervous it is to go up on stage, behind the podium, have the lights blind you, and talk to a thousand people you dont even know. It gets better everytime.
I have to say i love my major alot. Call it whatever, scary, riskay, nervous but its the adrenaline rush that keeps me going. The fact of doing something that makes your heart pump a thousand times faster..something like jumping of a plane..or going on a fast rollercoaster, which i love btw. I still cant believe that this year has almost come to an end. Next semester i have a crazyass schedule- and of course some of you wonderful people in mi clase! I am going to miss this semester very much though..one of the best.
I have to put this on here.
Jan : Next year we get the freshmans as our slaves!
Kav: Hahaha yeah i know
Jan: omg, kav you can date a freshman next year
Kav : ew are u kidding me, thats so wrong!
Jan : no it isnt! cmon you'll be 18 next year and so will they!
Kav : ahahah oh man i know BUT no way!
Jan : haha a sophmore going out with a freshman you can be his sugarmomma!
Kav : wtf! we're the same age that makes no sense..
Jan : guys like older women, he doesnt have to know your 17!
Kav : you mean 18.
Jan : 17 still right now! kav you never seem to grow older..everyones like 20.
Kav : shutup i know im a teenybopper.. but the freshmans wont know that
Jan : not if i tell . heeeheeeeeeeeee
Kav : !!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahaha janella howarda, whata isa youra problema?
Im gonna do a countdown towards the last day of finals. I'll try and update more often.. i probably will since its finals and me and the comp are gonna be best friends for the next 4 weeks!
Sing with me baby, cause i know you feel it too.
I Belong To Me - Jessica Simpson
Oh yeah
It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do
I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul
*chorus*
Oh yea
Love don't mean changing who you are to be Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
Beautiful song, guys.
seeeeya.
