I caught PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN! Johnny Depp is fucking hardcore hott! orlando bloom can die for all i care, but apparently thats not what happened. GRRRR. argh. go watch it. the ending will shock you. and stupid elizabeth makes out with both of them. what a bitch.
After that, before i headed home to rush through my research paper, I got a quick latte at starbucks and i bumped into my all-time best middle school buddy Josh! OMGG i have not seen him for like 4 years! we were like freakin out in public, it was so good to see him after so long. So we had a quick chat for like 15 mins cos he had to get back to work(he works in starbucks hoho) and we talked and laughed bout all the stupid things we did in 7th grade, like copy homework and share cookies. and hes emo now like whoa! such fucking sexy hair. grrrr i was pissed i didnt bring my cam but we're gonna hang soon and catch up so it'll be awesome. damn i miss western sky.
We learn from mistakes that we make. But more importantly, we learn from mistakes others make. Our mind sends us an automatic reminder as to not make or repeat mistakes again. We have always felt a sense of satisfaction when someone else makes a mistake, being relieved that at least its not us.
Sometimes theres just so much going around you that you fail to notice the obvious. Your heart yearns for some sort of adventure, most probably to your personal liking, and you are so engrossed in making things happen and getting what you want when you miss out on the most beautiful things that came your way. and you still ignore and continue with the hustle and bustle of your everyday life. If only you'd stop, maybe for a minute and take a good look around you, you'll realise that everything around you is magical. and that moment is magical.
You know someone who you hardly talked to, yet you guys had this connection. That feeling of another soul understanding your every thoughts and feelings without you even telling them. someone who could always finish your sentences over msn or on the phone. and the funny part was you both have seperate lives but yet you understand each other so well.
Theres this guy that has the most screwed up life ever, he does weed and gets high constantly. His dinner would be a pack of marlboro lights and jugs of beer. He is a rockstar with extreme body tattoos and piercings. He aint got no proper home and his parents are seeing other people. People assume that theres only four main things hes interested in. Sex, drugs, alcohol and music. Thats the impression you had on him initially cause you stereotyped all rockstars. but then you realise, he knows more to life than most people do. He has been through more than you expected and hes the best person to talk to and he'll give you the best advices.
You can NEVER have a boy as a best friend and not fall in love with him. Friendship or love. You decide.
Sometimes you are afraid to love, because it seems that everything you fall in love with gets taken away from you. You find a reason to hate things or people so that if anything were to happen, you wouldnt be hurt because you were never emotionally atteched to them in the first place. Everyone knows the saying, love like you'll never get hurt. Newsflash! you do get hurt. How is it possible to fall in love so deeply and get hurt and walk away like nothing happened. They say that life is filled with risks. But, what if you already took risks? How far would you keep risking? How far would you keep hurting yourself? and mostly, how far would you hold on to your life?
Do these questions keep you up at night too?
