Tuesday, June 13, 2006

heaven

Its true. The world is cold, Im not gonna lie.

Im just not saying this for the sake of some emo line in some song or im finding it absolutely boring and just decided to pick up a line from god knows where. People say things without realising it all the time. Like when you say, Love hurts. Did it really hurt or is it just a saying because everybody else is going through the "love hurts so im gonna go cut myself" phase. Listen to what you say. Half of it is not even honest. Dont say things when you dont feel it. just dont.

I'd be lying to myself if i said that i wasnt hypocrite. I was. and i do believe that everyone else is too. Just because you have a religion doesnt make you a "good" person. Most of the world's most hypocritical people go to church or wherever their worshiping place is. you know that. i know that. they know that. but still dont fuck with me with all the "god loves you child". If god loves me, he damn well can tell me that himself. i dont need you or anyone else to do it. thank you very much. that settles that.

Next, im not trying to be mean or insensitive but if i dont know you, and you think you know me, then you might as well go die. pls for heavens sake(if there's actually a heaven), dont lecture me. its my life and i'll live it however i want to.

Heaven is for hypocrites.

Take me to the real heaven.