Thursday, March 23, 2006

starting over

Okay lets see its been a while since ive updated. just kinda took a lil break off this week. Its been a pretty hectic week with school and stuff especially night classes. i get so sleepy sometimes and lessons are sometimes damn boring. but the people are fun as ever. this girl beside me, she damn hilarious and me and her are always up to no good, teasing the boys and stealing their lecture notes. Rio Salado rocks man! but its tooo military-ish for me. yupp.

and yesterday i was just test-driving in the base and one of my contacts fell out and i started to panic cos i couldnt see and i was trying to control the steering wheel and it kinda got out of control and i got pulled over by the sheriff on duty! omg! like wtf! and so he calls it "reckless driving" and i was trying to explain to him the real situation but he bluntly refused to listen and demanded for an alcohol overdose check. argh. im like HELLO im walking around funny cos i cant see dammit! not cos im drunk as hell! uhhhh. i was like telling him how screwed id be if he gave me a ticket. and he told me that if some other cop caught me in this situation outside base, i could be arrested. omg its not even my fault.

sigh. yepp so he was nice enough NOT to gimme a ticket although i DIDNT deserve it.

one helluva week! anyway myspace is cool i guess. cos you get to keep in touch with all your friends! haha. so get one, its fun.

Its funny how we have such lame and stupid talks over the phone for hours but such serious conversations over msn.

i think ive changed. for the better.

I guess its because ive seen things id never imagine. and ive realised and learned so much from it. like for singapore, its very conservative and they have banned so much to the point that you dont even know what the real world is. and yes, lemme tell you that the real world is definitely harsh. you will have to stand up for your beliefs no matter what it is and you're open to all different situations and you will have to make the right choices and not be a follower. and its such an eye-opener. and you learn from experiences and learn to accept whatever comes your way or whatever happens instead of hiding and banning things and get a shock when you enter the real world. the real world is all about believing in yourself, believing in the people you love, accepting reality and being who you really are.

its also about having faith and believing in the one who created you and made you who you are today. and that would be GOD.

Im glad that i've started believing again.