So the boxes officially leave tomorrow morning. The house is a real mess right now. the tv's gone. half my clothes are gone. my room's so naked. spent like 20 mins looking for a damn fork to eat noodles with. and even that is gone. wtf. so i ate with my hands.
Life is so rushing like mad at this moment. everyone's stressed. everyones panicking. everyones working. so many things to do. everyone has their own priorities and responsibilities. worst of all, im being held responsible for every shit that goes wrong around the house and i fucking hate it.
and so my parents found out about it. so what. i dont care. so now they know. and ive got nothing to hide. at least thats what they think.
damn damn damn. do u really hate me THAT much? whatever.
sharm has an anonymous spammer who disses her and i have a major freak who bitches about me behind my back. Its obvious that you are so jealous for some reason that you hate us so much. Whats wrong with pple these days. If you have something to say, say it to our faces man. dont spam and dont bitch around. its so fucking lame. GROW UP.
aside from that shit, i gotta pull myself together. im so stressed. and i cant afford to fall apart. at least not now.
I miss so many people now.
12 days to my 17th birthday.
if only.
