Saturday, December 17, 2005

not worth it.

Things have been getting pretty outta hands lately. Its true, good things only last a while.

Someone's entry got me thinking alot. ALOT. i've never exactly related THAT much to an entry before. maybe due to similar experiences. all i can say is if years of friendship is being jeopardised over something we've just so-called "met", then its fucking not worth it. all this shit for them? nahh, its definitely NOT worth it. Things are getting very insecure. We are so much better off ourselves.

I kinda got a huge reality check last night. I knew it was coming. But after all that thinking i know that we shldnt even be wasting our time on them, right? what happened to fun times? We have always pulled through all the other shit and won our way. This one's no different. Its just the level of difficulty may have increased. So we have to get this out of the way too.

Even that fight that broke out between them last night, that much of rage and anger between them, it couldve been us you know. Its already sad watching them fall apart, i dont think i could take it watching us fall apart.

ITS NOT WORTH IT. end of story