Thursday, October 20, 2005

o's practical

O -Level science practical was not so good. I screwed up chemistry so much. hmm. but whtever. Cant take back whats done. So screw practical, ive got other stuff to think about. LIKE ALL MY OTHER THEORY PAPERS! shitshitshit.

This week has been a drag. It sux. Theres nothing else to do besides mug. Just have to pull through a few more weeks. Feels like forever.

I was just thinking of the past. alot. Everytime I come across something that reminds me of it, I get this rush feeling of a thousand flashes all in a few seconds.

To a certain someone:
Gosh. I cant believe that I was so ignorant back then. I really didnt care about the trauma you were going through. It was so easy for me to tell you to forget it. I didnt know that you went through so much. And to think of it that you confided in me, I couldnt care less. Know why? I was some bitchy 13 yr old whose life only evolved around shopping, makeup, partying and hott boys. I just feel so bad that I wasnt there when you needed someone. Im sorry if i had hurt you in any way.

I miss the past. I really do. Such fond memories of everything.

Moving on..

To Maddy:
Hey. Im so sorry about the Orchard incident. I have to admit, it was an extremely dignity-destroying experience. For you. But the rest of us had a great laugh. Heavy rain. Sexy pants. I couldnt resist. Its not everyday that I get to see your ***. But im truly sorry. I know how it feels to be forced to give a free show in public.

I LOVE YOU MADDY.
You dont wanna take revenge. trust me. you dont. x)