GUILT.REGRET.
SACRIFICES.FUCKS.
Okay heres the goddamn truth. I am guilty. I have never been this guilty in my life before. Well I have, but thats another story.
Prelims are tomorrow. FUCK TOMORROW. FUCK THE SHIT outta tml.
I have this strong feeling of guilt. Ya'know one of them life-threatening feelings. Well, its probably too late to even think that I should have done it a long time ago.
REGRET. I regret alot of things. only NOW do I regret it. I regret going out and having fun even when I should be studying. I regret going for endless parties and every other fucking place I went to when everyone else was mugging. I regret wasting my time on this goddamn labtop. I regret playing truant and going to Orchard. I regret having so much distractions. I regret having movie marathons over the weekends. I think I had the most fun ever. and all that before my major examinations.
CONCERTS. The only thing that I NEVER regretted going to.
SACRIFICES. I made sacrifices. Lots of sacrifices. But I doubt it was enough.
So..its only a few hours before I sit for my prelims..
I shall go spend my last hours cramming.
Will I make it through?
Or will I stumble and fall?
young&hopeless.lost.angry.
