1989.
The thought of being born in the 80s is freaky. When u actually think of it, its like, Dang! I was born like two decades ago where everythings all retro and hip back then. and now, its all coming back. I love my glasses. Its funky purple and white. U cant blame me. I was born in the 80s after all. ;)
CIP was damn fun but tiring. It used up almost half of my precious Saturday. At first i felt all crappy and had no idea why i actually turned up to do this but if it really does make a difference in someone else's life, why not? U may complain that ur not living in ultimate luxury or u cant afford that chanel bag u want or ur flat broke but at least u still have a roof over your head. U still have parents to support u. Even if u want something, u can save up and eventually get it. U have the basic neccesitites which many people out there cant even afford. Im really grateful for what i have, i may not have everything ive wanted, but im so contented. Its a great feeling to know that u've done your part in helping out so as to change someone else's life for the better.
Doctors. what do they know? Nothing. What is the point of curing patients physically when u are hurting them emotionally? To be a doctor, u not only need the requirements of being proffessional at curing people but u also need to be able to speak to them. Heart to heart. My greatest ambition is to become one and actually give them strength to keep them going in life but after observing all the shit modern day doctors are doing, u have made me lose respect for u people. All you know how to do is walk around acting all smart ass and rich but u have no idea. Why am i saying all this right? When i was younger, my parents brought my brother to a "highly proffessional" doctor as by the age of 3, he was still slow in speech. My parents had so much hope and faith and after examining my brother, the doctor says " oh well, hes mentally challenged. he cant do anything by himself, he wont know who is mom and dad is, hes completely blocked from reality and hes just going be a vegetable. theres nothing we can do about this." This had hurt my parents so much. How could a doctor have a heart to say this so casually like its nothing. How could he? WELL, doctor(i feel ashamed to call u this) Ur fuckin theory has been proved wrong! My brother is not a vegetable and he knows who is mom and dad are. He can do things by himself and he is improving gradually. U dont even know how to give people the support in going on with life and having faith. If only i was older at that time i would so have slapped ur fucking face and knocked some sense into u. Damn u. I assure u that when i become one, I would make stupid doctors like u, history.
Wow. I just had to let it all out.
The past few days have been awfully stressful yet wonderful at the same time. Been occupied with school, focus study, preparation for the o level orals, graduation and prom. Senior year is so hectic but im starting to love it.
--2 more days to the good charlotte noise to the world tour 2005.
