Friday, April 29, 2005

distraction.

2nd blogging for the day.
Its a friday and im at home. I feel pathetic already. Im supposed to be hangin out, doin stuff, not spending my friday infront of the computer. But here i am.

U know, i dont think theres anything much to look forword to for the time being. Well, we have a 3 day weekend. And not forgetting the CA2. How exciting. The worst part: I have not even touched my books. Not one single page that i've flipped. Im so screwed. It has become a routine i guess. Im so used to saying this before the xamz. And then somehow i manage to scrape through with lame borderline passes. And a lecture from that weird form teacher of mine. Sometimes i even wonder what his own kids think of him as. hmm..

ugh. The PMS! I dont know how im gonna live through the PMS without even PMS-ing! Okay im totally against the whole idea of parents meeting the teachers. Its just not right. uuuugh. I have a premonition of the near future already.. *gasps* I can see it all so clearly! The whole thought of me screwin up my CA2 and my parent and teacher havin a serious talk on how to make my life better before i really, really screw up for my 0's. agh. Juz the thought of it scares me.

Procrastination. My hobby. My favourite pastime. My very good friend. Its takes me like forever to complete one bloody assignment. It really sux.
Half done hmwk + procrastination + daydreaming + distractions = Half done hmwk
Its juz a bloody waste of time. The television is my boyfriend. Yes, what makes him special is that he has something called the cable. Cable tv. Pure Addiction. and pure distraction as well. I love my tv. I spend like half my life with him. We're inseperable. I think i can survive days without goin out but without the tv is like literally death. im physco, i know. wait. How could i forget. My cellphone is actually my real boyfriend. oh no.
Im two-timing!

Distractions, distractions.
I love it. But i hate it.

And the thought of being killed on valentines day amazes me.

love me for me.